Tuesday, July 28, 2009


I thought the female species was on that independent I don’t need a nigga for shit type deal and why do females ask for advice but right after you give it they go do what the fuck they were doing before?
Enough is enough, if you are a female and you out slangin the “ im independent, I don’t need a nigga” then be that woman, don’t turn your ass around when you in a bind and come to a nigga like “can I borrow this to do this, or can you give me a ride to look for jobs” WHAT THE FUCK?? wasn’t you just talking all that independent shit? Right, so take your ass and get on the bus, do what you got to do independently. don’t be independent when you doing good and then turn around and be the humble I need your help person when its bad… THEN get mad when a nigga tell you no… get the fuck outta here!!
As for you ladies who come to ya boy “needing” advice, use it, don’t waste a nigga time having him give you his wisdom and then toss it out like trash. For real, if you were going to do what you was bout to do anyway, fuck the advice, just do the shit that way nobody has any I told you so’s and you can save yourself the embarrassment.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Patience: a virtue and ability

A man on the radio this morning said “ be patient with others but more importantly be patient with yourself”. I thought about it and I agree that being patient with yourself takes precedence over being patient with those who surround you. Too many times I find that me and other people who are around me are too hard on ourselves or we are easily discouraged when things seem to be going south for us, we never give ourselves a chance to develop from things. How can we learn to be patient with anyone else if we don’t know how to give ourselves room to grow? Patience is a virtue and an ability we all must work at diligently, I believe that patience breeds forgiveness and we all know how much we need forgiveness. So with all that said, take the time and let yourself breath and don’t beat yourself up when times are rough, be patient and give yourself a chance.

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Stop the clock

Tonight is the time to fuse our minds to stop time
Collide our hearts into the divine
I want to feel your sexy skin against mine
I see it in your eyes you know this is fine
I’m at your door you hear the knock
Open up girl lets stop the clock
Speak to me with your touch
Whisper your desires to my heart
Take your time my lips are where you start
Its getting late we’re coming to that part
I’m still at your door you hear my knock
Open up girl lets stop the clock
Its time we take it to another level
Your be my oasis of tonight
Ill be your paradise of tomorrow
Let my love erase your sorrow
Unlock your door you hear my knock
don’t be afraid to stop the clock
Let me shower you with kisses
Love, life, happiness be my misses
Gentle heart, tender spirit
This is love calling can you hear it knock
Answer the call lets stop the clock

Friday, July 24, 2009

play your position

Ok so this is probably going to hurt some feelings but whatever some shit needs to be said.
There are females out there who put themselves in certain positions they really don’t want to be in but they tolerate it for the sake of hope. When you ladies start talking to a dude knowing he probably wont take that step to make you his “girl” don’t get mad if after a month or two you still sitting on the bench, play the position you signed up for or cut… plain and simple. It seems as if a lot of you ladies are settling for less when you actually want more, doesn’t make sense to me but hey its not my life. If you want a dude to make you wifey you need to put yo bid in for that and not get the “ I got a lot of stuff going on right now, so I cant have a girl“… BUT do all the shit people in relationships do. If this is you, you can either wait to get called in off the bench if someone gets tired or injured or you can get traded to another team where you might be a starter.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

excuses: everybody wants to play the "victim"

Today my boy said something that kinda stuck wit me for some reason, he said “ everybody need to stop blaming everybody else for their fuck-ups and take responsibility for they shit”. it seems as if today people have an excuse for just about everything that they do wrong or it is never their fault when things go bad. Its like our generation grows physically but is stunted in character and lack what it takes to actually be called a man or a woman, this generation is playing the victim all the time and no one is taking accountability for any of the shit that they do.
How many of you have said “ well if such and such woulda did this“, or “If he/she wouldn’t be” etc. you never hear anyone putting themselves into the equation when shit goes wrong, its never their fault. Its really time for us all to step in to our roles as men and women and own our shit whether its good or bad, be responsible and make good decisions, think shit through before acting and when shit doesn’t go the way you planned don’t play the victim unless you really are in fact a “victim”.

faith, love, and change- the problematics

When the light goes out in your world let the light in your heart guide you when there is confusion in your head and all that is good seems to be dead walk and have faith that the good will be resurrected. Take great strides in love; it is patient, forgiving, enduring, it is not jealous, and it gives all with only the hope that all will be returned. It takes a lot to love, it takes a lot to know things will be ok when they look as if there is no way. If you seek the good, seek the love, then its only a matter of time before it would be obtained.
For those who have issues with other people in the regard that you wish “they” would change… stop trying to change them, be the change you want to see in others, show them by your example that even though their unfavorable actions bother you, you accept them and you will be a true friend and stand by them. Not saying that you sit by and let them continue doing it you always have to let them know its not ok, just don’t try and force the change.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

loss of light

loss of light
I heard the sun set inviting darkness to take its place the lonely melody of silence was played by the moon. i never noticed how beautiful the light made you until it was gone. i spent too much time trying to keep up with the turn or your earth i never knew that if i just looked at your sky the world would stop for me. now my lonely soul suffers in the twenty third hour of night. my eyes on the stars filled with all the memories of the light once showered upon me. nothing in my view is beautiful in this dark the world is quiet the winds are cold and i cant see far enough in front of me to know where to go. i tried to walk and find shelter but all i did was trip fall and stumble. i now stand in the open my pride shattered and my heart humbled will you forgive me?