Growth

Growing internally is by far the loneliest journey taken. Nobody is aware of your inner thoughts, emotions, or structure of thinking. The things that make you different from anyone else, the very make up of who you are is embedded in the things you value and beleive. The things that you value are what controls you, drives you, or what can even crush you. Those things that u believe in gives you the faith of things not yet manifested physically, they give you the hope that those bad times will fade and joy will fill your heart and life will be much brighter. This whole journey has to be walked alone, the making of internal you can only be harvested by you for you. The inner strength of you, the very fuel of your passions and dreams, the ability to get up after defeat, the will to give it another chance over and over again. Growing internally allows you to be a vibrant light exterally, making you a beacon of prosperous infinity unshakeable, an unstoppable force of certainty, a walking definition of individuality, a generous giver of charity, an inseperable bond of family, a simple beginning of change for a community. It makes u a whole being instead of just simply being.

For Love

For love I am willing to give the gift of sacrifice
To defeat the giant that is my pride, crumble it and sweep it to the side
For love I am willing to silence my mind and let my heart speak what only love could understand
To melt away my fears and doubts, let them evaporate and rain down again as compassion and certainty
For love I am courageous enough to take a path unknown
To search endlessly for a love to call my own, for a priceless goddess to place upon a throne
For love I do not require reciprocation, a gift of my charity to another heart
A divinity made eternal, a power made infinite from god to me to you
For love there will be no substitute, a heart is not made for solitude
To share the gift of love means to have purpose in another
For love there is my promise of loyalty and truth
To be a bandage when there are wounds, to be a confidant when there is worry
For love ill be and live all these things
Sure enough I am a man and I will be a well of life to her when she is thirsty
A shield when her guard is down and I will be the one who carries her when the burden of life weighs her down
Only for love

My Perfect Woman

My perfect woman isn't perfect at all. Shes perfection in an imperfect soul, a diamond; although flawed in a way, she's still always beautiful.She's a woman of substance, not just a mere shell of one, someone who has the ability to light the fire of my entirety not just spark an ember of passion that is sure to die out.Someone who however damaged their heart has been can still grow to trust & not judge the sum of the male population.Someone who's pains & disappointments are the cause of their endless pursuit for peace & understanding not the reason why the door to their heart is preceeded by a labrynth with nearly impenetrable walls of insecurities, doubts, & fears.You see my perfect woman isn't perfect at all, its just that her desire for love outweighs her beckoning need for protection from hurt. Love isn't some fairytale in some far away land of melodious fate, love is a choice, however, most of us choose to stay in our faux reality & protect ourselves from hurt, missing out on the very thing our hearts desire most..

The woman i want for me

A beauty that walked hand in hand with eternity
My desire personified in front of me
A dancing song in my reality
The archetype of inner melody
A sweet savory fragrance of my favorite fantasy
An extraordinarily unordinary personality
A piece of heavens light… shes more than satisfactory
The sun applauds her beauty with sun kissed skin
The moon gives her an encore and caresses her smile so romantically
She treads a line of light
A beacon of inner sanctity
A glow that melts the ice in me
Shes a flower in the wind that sways so elegantly
She is the harmony in song
The cage that trapped my thoughts
She is the woman I want for me.

Like the rain

If I was anything like the rain, I would be able to connect my heart to another
just like the rain connects the sky to the earth
If I was like the rain I could cool your burning heart and douse those lonely flames
I would be able to fill the cracks of your broken heart and fill the rivers of your love flow
If I was like the rain I would hydrate your body and leave it refreshed
Unlike the sun and the moon who are only there temporarily
I would fall down upon you whenever you needed me
My kiss would give you chills, my touch would soak your spirit
I would be your loves life source in abundance
My storm clouds would be your reassurance
My love.… if I was anything like the rain I would be the foundation of love itself
The thing that flows through you and feeds your every need
The source that cleanses you and rinses you spotless
If I was anything like the rain I would fulfill all your desire
If only I was like the rain I could be with you forever.

The night the star romanced the sky

The night the star romanced the sky, i caressed your smooth skin and gazed at the moonlight in your eyes. The night no rain fell and the wind carried a song, i kissed your lips and my arms carried u home. The night the lights danced on the sea, you ran your hands across my face, your subtle touch comforted me. The night the leaves began to fall from the trees, you and i removed our cares and our arms from our sleeves. The night the tides climbed and made the sand its bed, i kissed you from the soles of your feet to the peak of your head. The night time dissapeared and there was no space below or above was the same night i was yours, you were mine and we made love.

Scars of a broken heart

The ache of heartbreak left behind
The vision of your face seared into my mind
The echoes of your laugh bellowing through the chambers in my heart
I swore it would last, I was wrong so now where do I start
My perception of love now jaded
The remnants of the scent of you now faded
I still wonder where we went wrong
Could it be that it was never right all along
I thought I gave you all of me
Maybe I wasn’t enough
I guess it is true that the truth sets you free
I wasn’t well until I confessed to myself
That love wasn’t right in me
It wasn’t an easy thing to digest
The pain of loss lingered in my chest
I felt the cold blow through my emptiness
A feeling that felt so timeless
Left with no pain killers
No sleeping pills
A feeling I was forced to endure
When love makes you sick where is the cure
You fill that void in your heart with the lesson learned
Leave behind the past, walk away, let it burn
Hope for the best in the next
It wont be the same so ready yourself for a new start
Let new love heal the scars of your broken heart.